Hi All,

Welcome to my blog! If I feel I need to share random things, it'll be here...and you may look at me differently next time we say hi! Personal expression can be a gift to someone or be absolutely offensive :)

I am someone who is fascinated with why we are here on this planet. When I meet an individual, I often wonder why I've met them, what gifts do we need to exchange in this life and whether we've travelled in previous lives.

Passionate about Edgar Cayce's readings, amongst others, I believe groups of souls travel together to learn, teach and sometimes drive each other crazy! The crazy thing is, is I'm intreagued at why people don't look deeper. Alot of the time, I'm sure we are too busy being polite and respectful to one another. Instead, we should be speaking our truth. Short term, truth can sometimes be confronting, however long term, one looks back and appreciates your honesty (see 'personality wheel', reference: Soul Purpose - Dr. Mark Thurston).

Do we ever get to this deeper space in our relationships with people?

I was brought up in a rural environment...

'Lorna Vale Hut'

well, most of my younger life. My grandfather won a property ballot in the late 1950's. From here until late 1997, Pop's family, being my father, and later my mother, slowly nurtured this vacant, unfenced 25,000 acres into a fully established grazing company where we bred grey Brahmans. In the earlier years, Dad mentioned they grew cotton. I'll share more on these experiences over time.

Unfortunately in 1985, Pop and his granddaughter, Julie, were killed in a road accident, and from this time forward, the responsibilities were on us as a family, including Nan (Dad's mother). For myself & my two brothers, it was a mixture of handling adult tasks of rural living and enjoying the experiences the land offered. It was nothing to ride a 12 hour day on horseback mustering cattle, then to rise at 3:30 before the heat woke, to brand 300 steers and heifers. Myself and my elder brothers were raised in the time of one of the longest droughts. Some experiences were not ones I wanted to remember, but others I value dearly.

I was brought up in a Christian family, however when there was no moon in the sky and every star was beaming on those nights at the hut (above), I always questioned the matrix of this belief system. I was confused why we had to fear God, why God was good & evil, how God was a man in the sky, how a man was the creator and why the bible was a recent addition to this infinite universe.

Although my intuition was to go left, I turned right and continued with the Christian faith until I was 22.

Although training horses was a big part of my life, I was equally dedicated to my music, the piano, and decided to study a Bachelor of Music at the Conservatorium of Music in Queensland after we sold the property and moved to South East Queensland. I must say, during this time I questioned many things. 

I felt supressed and cornered. When the property sold, I rebelled and felt the family pressures of this new change. At the time, I didn't even notice, but when moments of silence were on offer, I felt the emptiness. I loved my horse, but I decided move on from this childhood dream. I also loved my music, but the frequency wasn't ringing clear to me.

During my third year of study, I met a wonderful soul through my best friend. He was just what I needed! Although I was married at the time, this dear friend questioned my thoughts and beliefs...and I am so thankful to this day. I parted ways with my husband (now current friend) and moved to Melbourne to continue finding my frequency in music. And now, the 'dear friend' is my partner, Tim. 

I also left my faith to the universe and allowed an open spirituality to give birth. Since, I haven't looked back. For me, I see there is no core to God. Rather, the universe 'just is' and we are all included, meaning 'we are the ones we've been looking for'. I'll leave this for now and will post a topic on 'love, life and sacred geometry' when time is on my side.

I would like to share a few books and DVD's which hold a truth for me. If you need help regarding their purchase, please let me know & I can point you in the right direction:

The Path of the Horse (DVD) - a must see for every human.

The Horse Boy (DVD) - the true story of a young autistic boy who is on the road to healing, with the help of the horse

Soul Purpose - Dr. Mark Thurston - understanding our 'personality wheel' and defining our sub-personalities

These are a few references which has helped me take another step.

Bye for now :)